its normal when you think of the past. what is important is the future. and not looking back on what was or what/how things could have been.
why would you tell me youre not good for me? i hope you know, i cant stop thinking about it. i know it isnt true. i dont even know why you would say that. just because you dye your hair almost every week, because you dont have a car, because you have tattoos/piercings, because you live in the ghetto, and because youre a make up artist, youre not good enough for me? i dont think you understand how much it bothers/saddens me when you say such stupid things like that. i dont care where you come from, or what your social status is, or how much money you have, or what youre going to major in. why cant you genuinely accept the fact that i like you for you? i think youre amazing, we can relate in so many things even though we are really really different, you are down to earth, you dont care about insignificant things, you have a big heart, youre not dramatic which kind of scares me, we talk about everything and anything for hours (even though we get delirious lol) youre a cluts, (who trips on their own boots holding cereal?) i think youre so beautiful (even though you sent me a picture of you looking like you were on acid) maybe i dont tell you this enough because i dont know how to… trust me when i tell you that i like you for you and that i dont care about anything else. i am not a materialistic person, things come and go, and money is just paper. i do understand where you are coming from though, i am insecure too, trust me. i am the most insecure person youll ever meet, but for once i am not letting my insecurities ruin something. but i guess youll just have to see all these things yourself.
